My Beautiful Dilemma

There's something going on inside of me. Something growing, changing me, swallowing everything I was before and making me so much more. “The world is full of startling new concepts”, things I've never felt before. They terrify me and thrill me to my core. I want to dance and sing and let the joy flow to those in my life, to those in my heart. And there in lies the dilemma I am facing, I'm not the person who let's fear get in the way of life especially not fear of rejection. I say what I need to say, what I want to say, what I feel and if I am hurt because of it at least I know I've tried, that I'm getting the most out of every single precious moment of every day. I feel like it will all be over in a blink, that in a flash I will be 70 years old, at the end of my life and the time will have felt like it just slipped away. It makes me want to be even bolder than I am, to relish in this bliss, to fly high on life and love. But how to control these feelings, to share them without overpowering those that arent ready to feel such “wild abandon”? There is something I want to say so badly right now, something screaming inside me, a need I have never felt before. If  it was just a matter of having my own spirit broken I would say it in a heartbeat, I would, I would shout it from the cliff tops and let myself fall plunging into the waters with the sweet taste of release on my lips! But it isn't just about me, what I have to say may not be wanting to be heard, I may think it needs to be heard but that could just be my own selfish want! If there's even the slightest chance that it would upset or hurt someone who's friendship and companionship I truly value, how can I take that risk?